Waking Abby
Fire reflected in the mirror as she sat waiting anxiously in a plush leather armchair. She tapped her toes nervously on the hard wood floors, waiting to hear the front door open. Her hands fluttered to smooth her hair, then her satin robe, then hair again. She wondered what he had in store for her tonight.
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Four years had passed since the first time they met. She was a freshman at Georgetown Law, eagerly anticipating the beginnings of her career. He, eight years her senior, was working as the legal advisor of the British ambassador to the United States. His work kept him busy, but he liked the stress and pressures. Conquering them and getting the job done gave him a rich satisfaction and sense of power he craved, a feeling that was lacking in other aspects of his life…until her.
She felt something lacking in her life as well. She was a together woman. She always had a plan, she always had a goal, always had the ambition to work hard and make something out of her life. It exhausted her. For once, she wanted to relinquish control, to feel a release, a sense of freedom…. from what she couldn’t say and what could give her this freedom she could not even fathom…until him.
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The sound of his key in the lock. The door’s squeak that the rain and humidity always brought out. The sound of his briefcase hitting the floor, followed by the soft brushing sound of him wiping his feet. All so familiar to her, as she strained to hear his next move. Would he move towards the kitchen, to the bar, to pour himself a drink? Would he go upstairs to change? Or would he come to the library immediately, expecting to find her waiting as instructed? She was the only thing on his mind.
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They first met in a coffee shop, just south of the Capitol building. They were there for a common need—caffeine. Waiting for their orders, she would later swear that she saw him first. He was leaning against a column in the shop, reading his carefully folded newspaper. At first glance, and for her first impression, she saw a serious, exacting man, who had the good fortune of being incredibly handsome. He was impeccably dressed, shoes perfectly polished, suit perfectly matched, tailored, and pressed, a perfect shave, and a trim haircut. He was every bit the picture of a predictable, stable attorney on a coffee break. Only his eyes, which flashed occasionally in her direction, betrayed a sense of mystery. She was captivated.
He was captivated. From the first moment he saw her in the coffee shop, her laugh at the feeble jokes of the man behind the counter grabbed his attention. She was unassumingly beautiful. As he pretended to scan the lines of his newspaper, he attempted to strike a pose of nonchalance by leaning against the column, arms and feet crossed. He watched her out of his peripheral vision as she came closer to him. His order was called, and he retrieved his coffee, turning around to her face directly behind him. Slightly startled, she flushed and took a step back. He took a step forward. “Excuse me,” he murmured, with a beautiful accent, looking down at her intently as he brushed by her. Making his way to the door, he could feel her watching him. He didn’t need to turn around.
He would see her again that night. He was attending a dinner party hosted by his co-worker, Rebecca Daniels. It promised to be a boring night, with the general wining and dining accompanied by fake conversation where people said even less than they heard. But he would go in hopes of something interesting…
Abigail was hurriedly primping in front of the full-length mirror. Her roommate Janine Daniels playfully elbowed her out of the way, trying to decide which pair of earrings to wear. “Remind me to thank your sister again for inviting us to this party, Janine—it should be a good opportunity for us to meet some members of the political sphere.”
“I think that’s just what Rebecca had in mind when she insisted that we come…crap, Abby, we’re really late.” Janine grabbed her coat, while Abigail struggle to buckle the strap on her heel. Dashing downstairs to a waiting cab, both girls laughed with a mixture of anxiety and excitement. It promised to be an interesting night.
The party was huge. Abigail had thought that a dinner party would be around 10-12 people, but Rebecca’s table was set for 50. Slightly overwhelmed before she made it past the coat rack, she and Janine stuck together as they made their way into the main room. A combination of a large great room and dining room, the space had an impressive view of the Potomac River and Kennedy Center. “Janine, I never knew your family had this type of money.” Janine laughed, “My sister has this kind of money. Here, let’s see if we can’t find her”.
Rebecca was found giving last minute instructions to a waiter hired for the evening. Smiling brightly, she welcomed Abigail and embraced Janine. “Girls”, she whispered, ” I hate to ask, but could you lend me a hand for a few minutes—two of the wait staff cancelled on me at the last minute. Would you help me get everyone a drink while I greet the latecomers?” Readily assuring her that they were more than glad to help, Abigail and Rebecca split up to circulate the room.
Abigail’s head was buzzing as she ran back and forth from the bar to fill drink orders. The often asked for glass of chardonnay sent Abby to the kitchen to see if she could find another bottle. The cook pointed her towards an adjacent room, which served as the wine cellar. The room was cool and dimly lit, with rows of bottles on each wall, and a small oak table in the center of the room. Setting down the glass and corkscrew she had brought with, Abby looked among the hundreds of bottles for one similar to the white wine that had run out at the bar. Finding one by the same winery, she attempted to uncork it in the privacy of the quiet room where her ineptitude with a corkscrew would go unnoticed. Yet it was not as private as she thought.
Smiling as he watched her struggle with the bottle and cork, he moved into the room slowly and gently took the bottle from her hands. Deftly he removed the cork and poured some of the wine into the glass she had put on the table. “It’s all in the grip,” he said, with a distinct accent that sounded familiar to her ears somehow.
“Thank you, I–…”
“I believe I saw you earlier this morning- getting coffee?” He interjected, his piercing green eyes boring into, causing her to blush.
“Oh yes, she stammered, “I think I remember seeing you there”
“Yes, “he smiled, “I was sure you noticed me.”
Coming towards her, he backed her up against one of the wine racks, causing the bottles to clink against one another. Smiling down at her, a small smile that showed no teeth but rather hinted at his amusement, he pulled a slim business card from his coat pocket and held it up in front of her.
“If you ever want to do more than just stare at me from a distance, call me.” He gave her the glass of wine and took the bottle in his other hand, turning to exit the room.
“Oh, um, do you want my number too then?” She questioned awkwardly.
He turned slightly, pausing at the door. “No need.”
“Well, I’m pretty busy with my classes and my internship and I don’t know if— …” She trailed off under his intent gaze.
“You’ll make time,” he said simply without breaking his gaze, “Now, rejoin the party.”
It was only after he was gone that she realized she was shaking. Laughing softly to herself, she slipped the card into her purse and made her way into the main room to deliver the glass of wine. Walking through the room to where Janine was conversing, she couldn’t help but notice where he was sitting. She could feel his gaze on her for the rest of the night.
The evening passed in a blur of wine, food, and chatter. The party had begun to empty around midnight, so she and Janine also headed out. As Abby thanked Rebecca for inviting her, she felt a hand helping her with her coat. She turned to those piercing green eyes. “Thank you,” she said softly. “My pleasure,” he replied, as he winked and briskly walked down the steps to his car. She sighed as she and Janine collapsed into their cab. “Who was that?” Janine asked. Abby smiled, “You know, I really couldn’t tell you…”
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She heard the click of his shoes in the hall, striding confidently with a measured clip towards the library. He stopped for a moment outside the door, his feet casting shadows on the floor in the eerie red aura created by the fire’s blaze. The doorknob slowly turned, and in he walked. Head high as always, back perfectly straight, green eyes hard and flashing in the orange light, lips set in that perpetual line that she could never read—was he amused? Pleased? Angered?
He shut the door softly, his eyes boring into her, making her flush and breathe heavily with his mere presence. He leaned back slowly against the door to survey the scene. She was good, and had listened to his instructions exactly. No need to correct her…yet he never needed a reason to punish her—his pleasure had always been the only reason she needed. He walked toward the chair, captivated by the picture she made reflected in the full-length mirror on the opposite wall. He walked behind her, and hid a smile as he watched her tense in curiosity, yet remain silent, not permitted to speak or question, until he had greeted her first. Running his finger in a light grazing motion on the back of her neck, he delighted in the sound of her sigh, and her inability to keep her eyes open at his touch.
Gently he placed his head near her ear, “You must watch me always—I will have your eyes open”. Obediently she opened them, meeting his in the reflection. He moved to the other side of her head, his lips lightly grazing her ear as he spoke, low, but firm, “You must want this. You must ask me for this”. She fought the urge to turn away from his hard voice in her ear. It always gave her the same fluttered feeling deep inside to hear him speak like this…it was almost frightening to see his intensity and know full well what that intensity could mean for her. Yet the fear aroused her, and his authoritative tone brought out the best side of him in her eyes. She kept her gaze on him in the mirror, and tilted up her head decisively, to meet him head on. She was submissive, not weak.
“I want this.” She spoke slowly, and softly. A slight flicker in his eyes was the only reaction he gave to this pronouncement. Deliberately he clarified his intent, “I’m not playing a game with you this time, Abby. I’m going as far as I want to.” She was as surprised as he was to see herself smile disarmingly into the mirror to combat his hard stare. “I’m yours,” she whispered. A raised eyebrow, and curt nod signaled his acceptance of her statement. He rose swiftly from her side.
Still behind her, he pulled her from the chair. Standing in the middle of the floor, he made a slow circle around her, and with a swift motion undid her robe which cascaded to the floor, leaving her naked, skin turned pink in the glow of the fire. He took his time. He would relish this. He unbuttoned his suit jacket and laid it gently on a nearby chair. He undid the top button to his dress shirt, and slowly pulled off his gray silk tie. He walked back towards her, as he unbuttoned his cuffs and rolled up his sleeves.
Stepping in front of her, looking down into her eyes, she was overwhelmed by the sense of helplessness she felt in his presence. He radiated power. Gripping her wrists tightly, he pulled them to his face, and kissed the inside of each wrist with amazing gentleness. Then he crossed them, able to hold both of her wrists with just one of his own hands, as he expertly bound her wrists together with his tie. Pulling the knot tight, he stepped behind her once more and locked eyes with her in the mirror. His hand, heavy and firm on her shoulder, pressed her down slowly to the floor, as she kneeled at his feet.
A small gasp escaped her lips as her knees pressed against the cold, wood floor. She gracefully pressed her legs to the surface, and parted them, with her arms laid gently between her legs, bound in silk. Her head and back were straight, and as requested she kept her eyes open. She could see his reflection behind her own in the mirror facing her. She focused on her breathing, struggling against all odds to keep it slow and steady, deep and calm. But the serenity she portrayed on the outside was merely a façade, covering the turmoil of anxiety beneath her surface. She tried to remind herself that this anxious vigil on the floor, the simultaneous dread and desire of his next move, was always worth it. He always brought her to new levels of pleasure.
She was stunning. Serene and beautiful; strong yet gentle; proud yet submissive, she was a complete contradiction that touched perfection. Her hair loose and cascading down her back, rich highlights dancing in the fire’s blaze. Skin so soft and luminous in the dim light that his hands were constantly drawn to it. And her eyes, shining, expecting, questioning, lusting, and trusting, seduced him. He was completely captivated by her, a realization that never ceased to amaze him. She was supposed to be the one enslaved; yet he was completely at her mercy. Little did she know how watching her torment and pleasure gave him the same feelings. The necessity to restrain his desire for her, the necessity of his patience plagued him as his demands for her restraint and patience tested her. They were one.
He had been staring at her for what seemed like hours. She fought the urge to shift her position on the hard floor and managed to keep her gaze steady. His hand appeared above her head in the mirror. Gently it ran down the length of her hair, as her scalp tingled and body burned for his touch. He backed away from her, into the shadows of the room, beyond her sight in the mirror. She listened to the clip of his shoes on the floor as he walked to the far corner of the room. Her ears strained to hear clues of his next movement. “Whish “Her mind attempted to register the sound. “Whish “Again. And then silence. She heard his measured steps again, coming towards her now. And a gentle “tap tap tap “sound which at first she could not place. Then her eyes closed briefly as the sounds clicked in her mind. The riding crop. Damn.
He smiled. He thought his clues might give her enough of a hint to guess his intention. He watched her eyes flicker closed. He was behind her in an instant. Gripping her hair at the nape of her neck he squeezed cruelly, jerking her head back as her eyes flew open. “Open my pet, don’t make me repeat myself.” She nodded; wincing at the uncomfortable position he had her in. He smiled coldly at her in the mirror, slowly releasing his hold on her hair. He ran the leather tip of the crop down her spine, taking pleasure in the shiver that radiated from her body. He would enjoy this.
It always amazed her how he could go from fierce and powerful to calm and gentle in a matter of seconds. It always aroused her as well. The unpredictability of his manner kept her constantly guessing, constantly wondering.
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She was furious. She would kill him, absolutely, without a doubt, destroy him. His stoic smile, his smirking eyes, his nonchalance that made her want to scream… How dare he, goddamn him, how dare he treat her like this. This wasn’t what she signed up for.
She slammed the door to the cab, handed the driver the fare, and stalked up the embassy steps, realizing she had forgotten her umbrella and was now drenched. The guard at the front desk looked up with surprise at her red and tear stained face. She pulled out her id, “I’m here to see Jack Sinclair, please. I don’t have an appointment, but he’ll want to see me.” “Please hold on one moment, Miss and I’ll call up to his office and see—Miss?? Wait!” She flew past the guard and through the closing elevator doors that whisked her up to the third floor, to his office, to him.
She ran down the hallway, consumed by an anger she had to vent—now. She opened his door, delighting in the loud bang that it made bouncing off the wall, grabbing the attention of everyone in the nearby area. There he sat, impeccably dressed as always, phone to his ear, leaning back in his chair, staring in amazement at the furious, dripping figure before him. “Abby,” he began, “What the—
“NO Jack, not this time. I get to talk now. How dare you, I mean that literally, where do you get the nerve, the fucking nerve to treat another human being like that!!!”
“Lower your voice.” His tone was ice. His eyes steel. He lowered the phone into the cradle, and gave her a warning glare that would normally have silenced her…but not this time.
“Like hell I’ll lower my voice. This is bullshit Jack, bullshit and you know it!!”
He sprang from his desk. She recoiled automatically. He walked quickly across the office and moved behind her, quietly shut the door and pulling down the blinds on the several dozen pairs of eyes, intently watching the scene unfold. He turned to her, freezing her with those piercing green eyes that reflected an emotion she had never seen in the almost two years they had been dating. Oh, but she recognized it—it was pure anger. He was angry with her?? Oh god, she would crucify the bastard.
He walked rather calmly back to his desk, settling himself in his chair, folding his hands diplomatically on the desk before him. “Abigail, I’m going to make this very simple for you. You have two choices. You can turn around, walk out the door, apologize to the people outside and the guard downstairs for the disruption, get into a cab, and wait for me at my apartment. Or, you can simply walk out the door—and I’ll consider that the termination of our relationship. It’s entirely up to you.”
She bit her lip to hold back the flood of curse words that came to her tongue. “Jack, you left me there, left me for a fucking maid to find—
” Watch your mouth” he interjected.
“Fuck you” was her eloquent response. “I didn’t sign up for this Jack. I was just playing a game, experimenting. You took it too far, and I’ll be dammed before I apologize for anything- you owe me the damn apology you asshole!”
His jaw clenched. His eyes never moved from hers. “You try my patience…Make your choice.”
“I’m leaving.” She said curtly.
He nodded, “Yes, Abigail, you are.”
She whirled around, swung open his office door, and stalked into the hallway, as his co-workers attempted to appear busy and unaware of the situation. She stormed towards the elevator, stepped inside, closed her eyes, and yelled, “Fuck you, Jack!” at the top of her lungs. She smiled as the elevator doors closed.
He groaned as her voice echoed throughout the floor. Okay, so she was angry. And she had a valid reason. But Jack understood Abby. He understood her desires, her passions, what she was afraid to admit to herself. He saw the future of their relationship; she was drowning in denial of it. He was trying to push her, to let her see that he wanted what she wanted too, that she didn’t have to be afraid. He closed his eyes in a silent prayer, “Trust me Abby, please, just trust me.” God, he loved her.
She slammed the cab door. “Address?” the driver inquired. Abby sighed. “107 Avon Street, Greenbrier Apartments”, she answered. She needed a drink and a hot bath. She paid the driver in front of her apartment, and walked up the stairs. She searched for her keys, then paused. She loved him. Damn him, despite it all, she loved him. Turning, she raised her arm for the cab driver to stop. She breathlessly gave Jack’s address. She needed him.
He opened the front door, dropping his briefcase on the hardwood floors, and wiping his feet carefully on the mat. He flipped through the mail quickly as he loosened his tie, and unbuttoned his jacket. Folding his coat over his arm, he walked into the kitchen—he needed a drink.
Victor expertly probed her shoulder, asking all those EMT questions about when it hurts and doesn’t. She noticed that she felt little embarrassment at the discussion about her being bound and having an orgasm. Victor seemed oblivious to the small red marks on her skin from all the crop blows. He had obviously seen other injured subs and was used to ignoring the unimportant marks.
“Thankfully it’s not dislocated. I’d say it’s just a sprain. She’ll have to avoid any pressure on the shoulder for several days. Definitely no restraints that would pull on the shoulder at all. I wouldn’t even tie her spread on a bed. Anything that immobilizes the arm without pulling on the shoulder would be just fine. If the pain is too unpleasant, apply some icy hot.” Looking directly at Valerie, he got even more stern, “Young lady, remember this. Never use any kind of pain killer just before or during play. I’ve seen a broken bone go unnoticed because the sub took aspirin for a head ache. The endorphins you release during play make it easy enough to miss the pain of an injury, adding any pain killer to the mix could be disastrous. Do you understand?”
“Yes Master.”
“No, I’m not your Master. I don’t play these games and have no wish to be included in any way. I’m only here to keep things as safe as possible. If Charles wasn’t my friend, I wouldn’t be here. I think you are all a little daft to be subjecting yourself to serious injury, but being daft is not a crime nor a psychosis, it’s just daft.”
As the stern man went off, Charles chuckled and commented, “Victor has strong opinions, no compunction about expressing them and lacks tact, but he is a good friend and genuinely cares about the health of the household. Having him around is much superior to having to call the paramedics or take a trip to the ER and explain just how all these marks came to be and why we’re only treating the sprained ankle. Just remember to not call him Master and you’ll do fine”
Scratching his chin with his hand, Charles thought about what to do next. The injury rules out most of his original plans. Making a decision, he instructed Valerie to get off the table and stand by the whipping post. He went to the instrument table, returning the items they had used to the cleaning bin and retrieved the items he would need for the next item on the agenda, putting them in a box for easy transport.
Joining Val, her pulled out the first item. It was a wide belly strap. Wrapped around her middle, it extended from her waist up to just under her rib cage. He pulled the straps tight, but not enough to cause any pressure. There were numerous hooks and rings attached to the leather device. Then he put her into what can only be described as a matching pair of hot pants. They fit very tight and took some significant effort on both their parts to get it all the way on. Valerie’s hips felt well squished and she noticed that on the inside, a strip of the fuzzy half of Velcro covered her pussy and clit. When ever she moved, the stuff stimulated her.
“Just walking in this could give me an orgasm.” She thought.
Once on, Charles fastened a dozen leather straps between rings on the belly band and the hot pants. By the time he had finished, her waist had been effectively immobilized by the tension between straps on opposite sides. Then he fitted cuffs just above her elbows, fastening them to the belly band and her wrists to the sides of the shorts. Valerie wriggled and discovered that she could move her arms a little, but no where near enough to do anything. Her waist had practically no movement ability, yet her ability to walk was unimpaired, at least until that blasted piece of Velcro sent her body into a frenzy.
Not done yet, a leather bra(?) came out with stiff cone shaped cups. It was pulled tightly over her breasts, the straps ran under her arms and cinched tight. The inside was smooth, allowing her breasts to slip into the cones. The cups had two small holes at the ends, about an inch across. Each time her breasts settled in, Charles cinched another notch in the strap, forcing her tits even farther in. her nipples and areola poked through the holes, bulging a little. Even without their being touched, Valerie could tell that they would be very sensitive.
Turning to her legs, a short leather strap, just two feet long was attached between her ankle cuffs. New cuffs were strapped about her legs, just above the knees, with a one foot long strap between them. Another half dozen straps were used to connect the pants and knee cuffs, limiting her ability to swing her hips by a significant amount. Finally, he attached the leash to her collar and announced, “We’re going for a walk.”
She said, “Yes Master,” but thought “how in the world am I going to get anywhere like this.”
The leash tugged at her throat and she started forward. She discovered that the straps between her knees and pants did not prevent her from walking, but constantly pulled on the pants in a way that maximized the contact between the Velcro and her cunt. What limited her walking was never being able to take steps longer than two feet and that her knees cold not separate by more that a foot. The more she spread her lags for balance, the less distance she could cover in a step. She could not find a happy medium.
Then they reached the stairs. Each step up pressed the Velcro against her clit while it also moved back and forth. Waves of pleasure poured through her with every stroke of her clit, drawing a constant moaning from her throat. The slick inside to the bra became tacky as her sweat hit it, causing each step to pull at her breasts like a rough pair of hands. Her nipples ached for attention, but they were ignored by all she wore, sticking out into the open air through the holes.
Halfway up she called out, “Master, catch me!” as an orgasm washed over her, knocking her over. Charles caught her and held her as her body shuddered in pleasure. When it had passed, he stood her back up and started walking her up the rest of the stairs. Two more orgasms were set off before they reached the first floor, each one more powerful that the previous. Her clit and pussy were hypersensitive, tingling with each caress from the pants. Her nipples ached, untouched and desperate.
He led her to the lounge, sitting himself in an easy chair. “Valerie, use your mouth on my cock, suck me off until I cum and be sure you swallow every drop.”
Taken aback, Valerie realized that he had not taken his pants off, or even opened his zipper. She cautiously moved forward, trying to kneel in from of him. That accomplished, she stared at his crotch, the imposing button on his pants, the zipper hidden under a flap of fabric. “Master, would you get your cock out so I can?”
“No. You are to please me, not the other way around. Now get my cock out and get me off. And be quick about it.”
She tried to unbutton him with her mouth, but the waist of his pants was too tight. Nosing under the fabric, she tried to grab the zipper with her teeth, needing four tries to do it. Grateful to see he was wearing loose boxers, she used her tongue to pry the fly open. Carefully, to avoid accidentally biting him, she pulled the sides of the fly over the teeth of the zipper, protecting his member from pinching. Taking his cock head in her mouth, she gently pulled him out of the shorts and pants.
“Stop.” He said.
Frightened, she looked up, worried she had done something wrong.
Holding up two clamps, each with four weights on them, he attached them to her nipples. The pain was horrible. She cried out in agony as her engorged nipples were crushed mercilessly. “Please Master, take them off. It hurts so much.”
“They will come off only after I have cum and you have eaten every drop. If you spill some and can’t reach it, they will stay on until you convince someone to get the spill to your mouth.”
Looking at his cock for a second, she leaned forward and engulfed him in her mouth. She used every trick she had learned from 15 years of cocksucking. She swirled her tongue around his head. Created a vacuum in her mouth and taking him all the way down her throat. Every movement designed to give her master pleasure, brought renew pain to her tits. She could not help but moan in pain, incorporating the vibrations of her moans into her rhythm. She heard Charles groaning as her attempts were successful.
When she felt his cock start to throb, she pulled back, keeping only the head in her mouth, her lips pressed tight. She did not want to repeat the mistake of that first blowjob where her mouth, full of cock, was unable to hold his cum. He cried out and pulsed load after load into her mouth, flooding her with his slimy fluids. Valerie sucked and swallowed for all she was worth, managing to keep up with his flow. She wondered how long he had gone without cumming to produce so much.
When his flow stopped, she took him back in and milked his cock with her lips, pulling every last drop of semen out of him. Then, acting on impulse, she leaned over, sliding back since her waist wouldn’t bend well and kissed his shoes, saying, “Thank you Master for letting me suck your cock. I love pleasing you.”
As he lifted her back up, saying, “Very good. You have pleased you Master,” she tensed in anticipation of the pain when he removed the clamps. Even so prepared, she cried out as the blood rushed back into those hyper-sensitive organs.
She added a “Thank you Master. How may I please you next?”
“I want you to go to bed and take a nap. You have a long night ahead of you and will need all the strength you can muster. Let’s get you freed up a little.”
He removed the squeeze bra and the straps between her pants and knee cuffs, leaving the belly band, hot pants, the straps between them and hobble straps. He freed her right arm but left remained hooked to her side. He told her, “This will help keep the shoulder immobilized. We don’t need it injured further.” Now get up to bed. Someone will wake you up when it is time to eat dinner and play.
Valerie stood up and moved towards the stairs. The pants were still stimulating her clit and pussy and she doubted she would make the bed before another orgasm hit her. With the greater freedom of movement, she was able to minimize the stimulation, putting off the climax until she was at the top of the stairs. Reaching the bedroom, she laid down and fell asleep quickly, having been worn out by five orgasms and the stress of her duties through the morning and afternoon.